poem
Volume 37, Number 4

Charisma

          and Pretending that our Leaders are working to save us
and thinking that they know Better          and Asking “is this really a Democracy?”
          and wondering if we are the pawns on their chessboard
and wandering          and waiting          and watching for the next massacre
          and whining about it          because no matter how many times we          stomp
our feet and growl out          protests, they will smell the fresh blood leaking from our necks
          and pounce onto us like wolves so we          won’t survive beyond the next verdict.

i ask myself if i can be the One to          make a Difference.          pounding hands
          that slam against the asphalt          stomp your feet
and start a Riot.          tell your mom that you are going to bed          put on your gas mask
          grab some friends.          democracy bleeds into Authority
lace burns onto skin          cattle prods brand His women, and i ask myself
          whether i am sure that patrimonialism really blends with Tradition.
Break, breathe          in and out.          bend, snap           Crunch.

          you wake up in a new Utopia          and you believe it until
you turn on the television          Female voices speaking from the cabinet          congressional
          suits Draping their bodies          and you wake up. it is your dream,
and that          is how you know that it is Not real
          He has          power and you have the scrapes across your psyche          to prove it
it is because he is a Man,          and they preach socialist theories while not
          allowing women to own and bleed and          scream. we Cannot live underneath…

His shadow is crushing me    perpetrating some          Political theory
          and i am a classist, capitalist Pig.          roses of pure snow are stained by Blood
while the queen of hearts screams          “Off with her head!” she is          an agent of the System
          the King of england tells us that our Leader has too much Power          but he is eating
our children    he      is Disgraced under the black highlight function of    microsoft word
          and i want to be president while          Pretending that I am working to save them
and thinking that i know Better          and Asking “is this really Who I Am?”


—Delilah White